Tuesday, November 27, 2007

~Till my dream becomes a vision~

hyeee..
finally im in alam,melaka..i've been waiting for this ever since i started working..i got the first assignment already.but it need to be submitted like later on.i might gonna start to do it tonight with my partner.the earlier the better right.being THE ONLY girl in my team out of 15,i had imagine it would be no far from worse and disaster but alhamdulillah it turned out to be well..they seems pretty okie..and im slowly getting comfortable..inshaallah..i choosed this career path so i need to be strong no matter how tough it would be..gambateeekudasai!!
little secret that i need to tell you.im an angel..hahaha..u guys would be shocked if u know what did i do in here..cant believe myself too..:)
owh..they served food 6 times per day..last night i went to the dinner and supper..the supper was quite alright tho but i couldn't digest the dinner food.so starting next week im gonna bring my own food perhaps.its easier that way..not to say im a picky type.im not really.but its like i lost all my appetite automatically..aha.did i mentioned my hostel was next to muslim cemetery.hell yeah its true.and being alone in the room,of course you tend to be scared..however i just remind myself theres nothing to be afraid of except GOD..

to the guy,he would always be the one that im looking for always.that's for sure.the heart never lies.i don't have the chance to tell him that yet.maybe in the future,but until that one sweet day...inshaallah..
pretend that you are alright and this is nothing is really tough for sure..theres no happiness without pain..but life is too short to constantly bring sorrow to the soul..there is still many beautiful thoughts,things,events that could bring much more happiness in my life and yours too..i know that very well.and i cant afford to waste another day glooming myself with pain and sorrow anymore..so slowly im helping myself climbing to the place im heading to..
the light at the end of tunnel is what you're searching for after all and i just started my journey..it is still a long way to go but it would be well worth i believe so..

1 comment:

Unknown said...

elop...

tak update blog ka....
huhu, salam eid aidil adha...

yrs,
lovely cousin...