so here it goes..there would never be an ending for it..for me it just beginning.right now..i am concentrating on my future..the love that i need..for the time being..im gonna put on hold first..cause i think i need to give him some space to think what is the best for him..love is not about win or lose..to be in a relationship is all about giving the happiness to the other half and to share the happiness equally.and maybe for both of us,we need time still to reach that stage..i dont blame you really..your past experiences had made you become like this..that is why i understand..so no matter how much we miss each other,i just need you to think what is the best for you..hope the guy could understand..and if we really love each other,i believe fate will let us meet again..kalau ade jodoh tak kemana right..and if our future are stated together..be it..we just go slowly from here..
its hurt to be far from you..but this is what we both need..and ..if we really gonna end up with each other.. that time its fonna be for forever..inshaallah..i never ever want to let you go..but when the time is right..i will be there for you..and for you guys who are reading this..just pray for me to be with him aight..doa tu berkat org kate..:)
anyway..im going to japan next week..ill be going there fro 2 months..scared?of course i am..but then,to think the knowledge im gonna gain is well worth it..thats what i am gonna treasure the most inshaallah..even tho i don't really put my heart in this career line,i believe the experiences that i will gain would bring me benefits in the future.and the money is good too..so theres not much to be complain about..right now im just gonna strive myself to be at the top..and i believe one day i will be successful.i believe if i could overcome any circumstances with the hard way,it will help myself to be stronger...its all with a GOD will..
its hurt to be far from you..but this is what we both need..and ..if we really gonna end up with each other.. that time its fonna be for forever..inshaallah..i never ever want to let you go..but when the time is right..i will be there for you..and for you guys who are reading this..just pray for me to be with him aight..doa tu berkat org kate..:)
anyway..im going to japan next week..ill be going there fro 2 months..scared?of course i am..but then,to think the knowledge im gonna gain is well worth it..thats what i am gonna treasure the most inshaallah..even tho i don't really put my heart in this career line,i believe the experiences that i will gain would bring me benefits in the future.and the money is good too..so theres not much to be complain about..right now im just gonna strive myself to be at the top..and i believe one day i will be successful.i believe if i could overcome any circumstances with the hard way,it will help myself to be stronger...its all with a GOD will..
