still all smiles..

despite everything..im still all smiles..my close friends had been wondering how did i get the strength to be like that..me myself havent got any single idea ..maybe because i don't think too much anymore and just go with the flow..or maybe i was born as a sagi..where by nature is like that..anyway..happy belated birthday to myself..:))a year older make u grow wiser as they would say..and yess it is true..we became more matured and slowly we becoming calm in dealing all the matters that keep on bothering us..right?no?
i wish happiness could me mine for years to go.and hope to do well in my career and life.inshaallah..
and he came to celebrate with me..of course im happy enough when he's around but herm....but both of us keen to be friends for the time being..so there's nothing wrong if we celebrated it together right?
someone asked me whether i know the meaning of the happiness..maybe i dont know the true meaning of the words truly but i do know if i im with someone that i love,i want to make him happy cause its the only way my heart would feel content ..that's what im looking for in this life..to be happy with a person that i love..and for that person to be happy with me..what's the purpose to be in a relationship if every single minutes you guys are quarrellings even upon small things.. that's definitely not a healthy relationship right?.but maybe..because of old memories..because of what they had long ago..they stick together..but then..the happiness is not there anymore..well..my point is..i dont want to be like that..i dont want to be with a person just because of the old memories and such..or because the feeling of needed to do so..
anyway..i should be thankful to all my friends...spending time with each one of u was really great..yesterday me with my childhood friends went to sakei sushi..we ate till all of us felt like wanna burst out..haha..but it was all good..and today i celebrated it with my family and my relatives at my aunt's place..and wahlaa.there goes my diet..i need to buckle up cause my tummy doesn't show any sign of slimming down..poor me :((
next week im off to melaka..and i believe i would be very busy from now on wards..which is good because it definitely could help to distract me for a mo..
thanks peeps for the lovely pressies and for being there with me when my mood was swinging like mad..i really appreciate it..
after this..extravaganza focus on work would be my first priority..