~the path of the heart~

if it could be this simple and i can let go all of my expectations no matter how much it hurts then i would be totally fine..my darkest moment as i would picture it,only time would help me to heal the pain..its not that easy to sustain love but it comes without you realizing it..the deep feeling in you heart makes it pound day by day and pheww the feeeling sick in your stomach never seems to go away..yess..it might be some sort of addiction i think..even when you suffered more you seems to hold on it even stronger..funny right?
heart can be so complicated..arghhh..
i guess the question now is how can i live simply again?like years back..when im still carefree..joyous girl who enjoy the beauty of life and doesnt need anyone to make myself happy..
maybe the options that i could have now is to remain positive..and try not to think too much..i believe in fate and faith..and ..there would be still a chance for me to outshine..maybe not now but later on..i still have my career to hold on to..and friends who definitely would be there whenever i need them..so i am blessed..and i still have the friendship..:)

" Life is like a tree. We all start as a seed and tend to follow the same path, yet in the end you never know what branch you will end on."
--- by Joshua Burgess --- Ohio